Second, I'm scrapping the commission idea until I can get my software to work. At this point in time, it... well, it just isn't. Waiting on a reply from tech support, or inspiration for some roundabout solution. Let's just not talk 3D renders in the meantime.
Third, this has been a bad month for me. I've been so stressed lately (due in large part because of depression/anxiety/panic attacks I can't control) that I have lost five pounds over a weekend. Not good. I'm working on recovering the weight and some glimmer of sanity as I write this.
The first step is remembering to eat. I've been up for hours already, and haven't had so much as a cup of tea. I'm not sure which is worse: stress eating or stress fasting. I unfortunately do the latter now, but at least I can say I've got a tentative grasp on some of my other bad habits. I won't say I've kicked the urge to cut, lest I jinx myself and start all over again.
Thank you, my watchers/readers, for giving me something to help combat this unhealthy state of mind. I look forward to hearing from you once I get the latest chapter posted.
For now, I must force myself to eat.